Thursday, April 3, 2008
5:21 AM
sorry.
for saying all those nasty things to you.
i cant control my frustations and anger
and i ended up hurting you.
it's all my fault.
i only knew how great you are,
when all the others turn their backs against me.
i only knew how to appreciate your care and concern,
when i realised they are gone.
things changed and cant be back to the original lerh.i felt that i have changed.
for the worst.
i had mood swings so often
that im scared of myself too.
im so stressed.
but i shouldnt pour out all my troubles to anyone anymore lerh. i just felt that,
i need to cry.