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Friday, February 29, 2008
2:55 AM

went for cca today.
though i really really wanted to pon to go watch 'the leap years'
it would have been more fun and memorable if i managed to watch that movie on the leap day (which is today, 29th feb 2008)
you know, the next leap day/year will be four years later okays.
im so sad, not being able to watch it. =(

and, nicole & jasmine went bishan today to give whatever forms which means they managed not to go for cca. so jealous.

ohh, i love today, i love leap day!
if i was born on leap day, then now i will only be about 3 and a half years old now. hahas.
but i will receive less presents then. xD

im so busy. i had to go buy my winter clothing =) and all other necessary items by this weekend, do homework and study for common test.
next wednesday im going away already. like so fast la. i still haven't prepared anything at all.
hope things can turn out smoothly. =P

do you guys watch the news?
Singapore most wanted man, Mas Selamat Kastari managed to run away.
he was on the run from December 2001 to February 2006 but got arrested in Tanjong Pinang, Indonesia, in 2003.
but now, he escaped.
he actually wanted to crash a hijacked plane into changi airport one.
im like so scared.
cause im leaving singapore to go nanjing (which means taking aeroplane from changi airport)
im not kidding okays.

we won't know what can happen to us the next minute.
life is unpredictable.

so here i am, saying goodbye, in case of anything bad that happen to me.
(im not being lame, im serious)


Wednesday, February 27, 2008
11:11 PM

hope the choir concert today can be a success. xD
*the date and time displayed in this blog is not accurate.
since i publish this post at 28th feb 2008, 3.18pm.


Tuesday, February 26, 2008
4:56 PM

hi.
went band concert yesterday.
had lots of fun. (not because of band performances)
so funny, lastly, we had to sing the school song, and we sang so LOUD.
=)

and rebecca fetched me home, reached about 10 45pm, considered very early lerh.
in a rush, bye. ^^


Monday, February 25, 2008
6:52 AM

my com is fixed!!!
hurray! xD. so damn happy kays.

went for the nanjing briefing today, from 7 to 9pm.
then went home play com (what im doing now) and that means, i havent even started doing my homework at all! argh, im so dead.

and i cant believe it, im going nanjing for 7 days, in 10 days time, starting from 5 to 12 march, with friends!! hahas, can get me?
im so looking foward sehh. i can see nanjing is waving at me now, hahas, lame me.

tomorrow, im going for band concert!!! and it also means no cca, obviously. ^^
at first, cher say is first-come-first-serve, then i come and reserve early, for band, but then cher went to draw lots then i got choir, im so sad la.
then i went asking almost everyone to exchange ticket with me.
and i succeeded!!! jiahui, my dear dear senior, thanks for the band ticket, i love you, muacks! xD.
conclusion: i got back my band ticket, like it's meant/fated to be mine in the first place. lols. =P


i actually wanted to go for both la, but i cant make it for 2 days. i felt so guilty towards choir. im so sorry, if i can make it, i will definitely go and support choir derh, i promise. =P.

i have no time now, so i will update a longer and more detail post asap. ^^

p.s i realised that band and choir hate each other a lot. hahas.


Tuesday, February 19, 2008
4:35 PM

sorry.
i cant update nowadays. cause my com is not working again.
hais.


Saturday, February 16, 2008
3:27 AM

follow your heart, make your decision, and live up to it.


3:02 AM

wore full u yesterday.
everybody saying my skirt very long, hahas okays.
and tie 2 ponytails, my sister say i look very noob, lols. xD
but also got alot ppl say i look 'cute' in that, like i believe. =P

next friday needa wear full u AGAIN> sian.

and nicole, don't be too sad.
you are so brave, you have the courage to do so, and at least you have an answer, right?
not like me.
(anyway, im not being sarcastic. and i know you believe me)

i knew you are very sad. and nothing can change your mood now.
but i think, he also don't wish to see you being so hurt, and depressed.
perhaps in the beginning, he scared to hurt you, therefore he dont give you any reply.
now he does, so you shouldnt make him regret telling you that.
if you really love him, you should understand him.

after thinking so long, i felt that you shouldnt be awkward to face him or even avoid him.

ya, words is so much easier than actions.
if i were you, i wouldnt even have to courage to ask him, though i really really wanted to.
and do you know, i jealous that you have a reply, his reply.
thats better than nothing.


lastly, no matter what's your decision, make sure it's really what you want and dont regret.



Thursday, February 14, 2008
1:16 AM

received 2 roses and some chocolates today.
thanks my two dear juniors who gave me the roses. xD
and thanks everyone. =)


but im so sad. and emo. hais. =(
cause i don't have the courage and the opportunity to do that.
you know?

valentine's day is just like any other normal days.
right?


Wednesday, February 13, 2008
5:11 AM

chunni chunni
emo emo
chunni emo
emo chunni.

hahas, just laming. xD

but it's the truth that i really don't look forward to tomorrow. hais. =(

im so emo and sad now. cause tomorrow is valentine's day.
and i don't have anybody to celebrate with.
no la, at least i got sisterly love. that's what they say.
so many girls love me mann, hahas, just kidding. ^^

bought lots of toblerone and some lollipops, for my my dear dear friends. =P.


Tuesday, February 12, 2008
4:55 PM

Daily Singles:
The course of your love life is in your hands, so don't sit around waiting for things to happen. If that second date isn't going anywhere, don't go on a third. If you want to chat with your crush, make the first move.
from: Yahoo Astrology.


Monday, February 11, 2008
5:03 AM

don't make life difficult for others, as well as yourself.
and make sure you live up to your promises.


3:57 AM

so cool. no common test and therefore lessons were pushed forward and so, we dun even need to stay back for anything!

we went to jp to watch kungfu dunk. we refers to nicole, zhisheng, rebecca, junwei, yijia and me!!
erm, kungfu dunk is quite nice la, a not-bad movie and the male lead is so cute la. hahas

then nicole and zs were laughing at me and becca!! some more TAN ZHI SHENG took photos of me watching the movie in my unique posture and expressions and said he can use that to threaten me! argh!! poor me!

okays, let me clarify myself, since im going to sit there to watch the movie for at least 1.5 hours, obviously must sit in a comfortable position. and i did not put my palm on the chest la, for heaven sake, cause the cinema very cold mah, so i just put my hand at the collar of my blouse la.
dun laugh at me okays!

hais, i no longer dare to watch with either nicole or zhisheng le. xD


and why everybody says zs is cute? he's not la, omg, he where got cute??

and today, when i was busily talking with almas, i was made the vice-chairman, should be temporary one only la. hahas. xD

hope tomorrow no cca, but will this happen? no. =P


Sunday, February 10, 2008
4:51 AM

take and.. give.
then you can receive more.


4:46 AM

taking average, having average, being average is the best.


Saturday, February 9, 2008
9:03 PM

i deleted the previous post.
cause of some reasons la. yay.


Wednesday, February 6, 2008
11:55 PM

i want to give up on running seh. what's the use of running so HARD everytime?
i actually decided not to run at all, just walk throughout the cross country this year.
but, i cant. cause, i want to win a medal... =)
i must at least get the 7th position, i cant deprove. and if possible, hope i can even be faster.
and because of running, i understood what's determination, endurance and perseverance. xD

read feifan's blog just now. ohmygod, the posts are like so long. and quite funny too. he seems to enjoy himself there, good fer him then. xD
so everybody, can go have a look. and i seriously felt that his english got improved!! =P


11:45 PM

forget to say this: i dislike my blogskin now!!
cause it's about love, but im not in love. hahas, just joking, not this reason. just because alot ppl using this skin so i dun like it. will change asap der. xD


11:34 PM

woke up at 10am today, so early mann. cause need to go temple for praying. but, it's okay. =)
then back home playing computer.
so sad, very few people online only der. =(


11:27 PM

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

and everybody must get alot angbaos okays? =)

and whose house is open? can let us go visit and play in?
i seriously feel like going to someone's house seh. =P



3:07 AM

today cny celebrations. i love the music of the chinese dance perforamce. xD.hahas.
but the other activities were like sort of boring and lame, not as interesting as last year one. hahas, obviously, last year our class did such a 'wonderful' and hilarious performance seh.=P

love the part when the teachers were throwing sweets most, we were like screaming and snatching with some people, so fun yet so childish. and 2 sweets hit my head, pain. xD. then in the end, i got like 6, 7 sweets.
but i dun wan to get fat, so threw and gave away some. nice person like me. =P

went back qifa today. saw siti nadia. she's so tall and slim. *jealous*

and we went to je for lunch. but just when i reached there, my parents kept on calling me, asking me to go home. like, so whatever. hais.


i want to cry. but no tears flow out.
i want to cry, NOT because im hurt.


Tuesday, February 5, 2008
3:28 AM

this week is like quite ordinary. nothing interesting and special.
just that today afternoon suddenly very sad and angry. dunno why. best that we are having pt (physical training). so good, can vent all my frustrations on running, enjoyed today's pt, except it's a little too short, actually hoping to have a longer run e. xD

dun insult or give me nasty names, i dun like it. i said so many times but why no people take it seriously? and somemore did that intentionally to make me angry? is that fun seeing me angry and red?

my daily extended forecast for February 05 , 2008
Instead of wasting time trying to discover the root of the problem you are having at home, jump right in and start patching up the tension as quickly as you can. Making peace should be your main goal right now, not sorting through all the details and figuring out who said what to whom or who didn't deliver on their promise to whomever. Sometimes, the blame game is pointless. It doesn't always help bring about detente. Agreeing to disagree can be the perfect solution to the discord.

so does that means i should be the one apologising first? but...

my daily extended forecast for February 06 , 2008 (tomorrow)'
Unguarded communication will be very fruitful today -- expect quite a few sparks to be ignited when people deliver unexpected outbursts! This is a new era of freedom in your life, so embrace it and let the chips fall where they may. Spending too much time trying to prevent problems is keeping you from being able to appreciate the beauty of accidents. Sometimes, things just happen for a reason -- and it's time for you to learn how to let them!

not bad seh. xD

sources from: http://astrology.yahoo.com/astrology/
haha=P


Sunday, February 3, 2008
4:34 AM

hellos. went causeway point today.
bought my purple skinny and a purple string for my ring, my sister's jeans and top. and some other stuffs la. so, 200 bucks gone.
then went to chinatown.
bought mum, sister and my's high heels at OG, and some chinese new year things. another 200 bucks.
spent quite alot seh, nvm ba, new year ma. xD

so my new year outfit is: orange top, purple skinny and black & white high heels (which look a bit too mature for a YOUNG girl like me. xD)
''omg, chunni's wearing high heels?!?!?!''
ya, this is true. my first time buying high heels and gonna wear that mann. i also abit dun believe seh, that SPORTY-chunni-who-loves-and-always-wearing-sport-shoes gonna wear that!! hahas. xD

you know my mum bought a string of red chili (obviously is fake one, for decoration only), then i went to hang that on my neck and said to my sis: ''im hot, im HOT!''
hahas, she was giving me that 'omg, you're so lame'' face. xD

hahas. im love being lame.

im going nan jing from 5 march to 12 march. im so looking foward to that mann. argh!!! im so excited!!!

dun talk crap here le la. i shoould go and study my geography seh. but so sad, im not in the mood of studying now.

im willing to accept enemies to become my friends.


Saturday, February 2, 2008
1:58 AM

conversation with almas
chunni: see my blog, the last part. i put. 'no girls or rather none of us is born loving to be lonely..
but some of us are born trying harder than others to adapt ourselves with lonliness.
right?'

almas: no lah. everyone has their soulmate
chunni: i know, but before they find it, they are lonely.
almas; haha, sure. and before that, they shld learn to love themselves
chunni: ya.

wah, what a meaningful conver.
obviosuly. conver between 2 mature adults will definitely be different between 2 childish children.
hahas. just kidding.xD


1:46 AM

i went to cut my fringe this morning!!! cause my mum said cny is coming. erm, issit related...?
after i cut, i felt i look abit like a retard. hahas...
no la, just shorter la but i really regretted. hais.

omg. just because of what i put this on my pm :' '~wanna book me on valentines?~ hahas. xD. just JOKING.=P''
my friend, he said he knew i definitely got bf le.
obviously i said no, since i really dont have.
but he came up with about 5 reasons, like debating with me that i got one. he said this:
reason no 1. the 'wanna book me' hints that you are booked.
reason no 2: your 'just joking' means you ARE booked.
reason no 3: your 'hahas' means you are happy.
reason no 4: this 'xD' and this '=P' means you are overjoyed.
reason no 5: this '~' (curly lines) suggest your waves of joy.
reason no 6: you are emphasizing on 'JOKING', which is very suspicious indeed.
and he said im shy to admit it.
ohmygod, he's so lame rites?
he came up with 6 reasons just because i wrote that eight words as my pm.
but anyway, he's some sort of 'creative' rights>? ...

im going back qifa on chinese new year. im going back. im going back. dun one by one come ask me okays.
im going back and see all my beloved, my beloved nadia, simin, pearly, etc...
see ya on wednesday. your better come hor, dun make me disappoint arh. xD

im so happy. i feel great. im hyper...
muacks, i love my life now. though i do feel lonely, sad, emo sometimes.
though i always feel like crying...crying cause i feel pain in my heart, im not hurt, but my heart just reactes in this way, i dunno how to say arh.
nvm, it's okay. it's just a process of growing up. this is what i comfort myself. xD.

im so pissed. see couples everywhere i go. i know, i cant blame others having a companion and i dont. but im just so...hais.
im independent, i dont need guys.
is this the truth? no, i doubt so.
cause...
no girls or rather none of us is born loving to be lonely..

but some of us are born trying harder than others to adapt ourselves with lonliness.

right?

end.


Friday, February 1, 2008
4:37 AM

i feel so high, great and HYPER today mann. i mean, i know im hyper everyday la.xD
i finally open my blog again le. cause i felt nothing to hide lehs. =D cause things that should be hidden i already either change/delete it le. =P. hahas

went je with nicole and rebecca. had so much fun okays.
and i saw so many my primary school friends, about 4 to 5 or 6?
and after that went library and spent long time there. and talk alot there (what can we talk about, basically is just about valentine's day and stead things la), though it's a library and we are supposed to keep quiet.
and send alot of crap to boyu, asking him nonsense questions and stuffs. sorry for fan-ing you. xD. i did it for the sake of my friend. xD

also, smsed with zhi sheng, talking about things related to stead, for a while only.

who wanna book me for valentine's day? hahas, just joking. xD


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