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cried during chinese period yesterday.
that time we were supposed to write a compo about two of our friends whom we thought had changed from last year.
i didnt know why, suddenly just felt so sad and emo.
and tears just flowed down uncontrollably.
i didnt intend to let anyone notice it.
it's only until ms wong sat beside me and ask me why am i crying,
then i cant stop trembling, and let it out.
''tears are warm when they run down your neck.
and perfume seems sweeter when a girl cries in your arms.
her body trembles and heaves and sighs.''
read this from a book. =)
today, ms nor asked me and hakim to write down those people' names if they leave their chairs.
but i didnt write down any.
then, she asked the two of us out of the classroom and had a small talk with us.
she said if we two dont cooperate with her, how can she probably then get the cooperation from the rest of the class.
she told me i must be able to differentiate between 'friendship' and 'responsibility'.
i cant just because i want to side my friends and let them their ways.
but she was wrong.
i didnt do this because i want to side my friends, or anything.
it's just that, i dont have much say.
and the another thing that puzzled me was that,
why is the chairman always asking me what to do, instead of thinking himself?
and why is it that i always got the blame instead of the chairman?
hais.
nowadays i get so emotional.
always felt that there is tears in my eyes.
and sometimes they seem so heavy in them.