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i decided to go nan jing already. good. or bad? how i know?
last night, im so touched by your words, i nearly felt that im going to like you again. but loving you means i will just love you and dun bother about you anymore, i want to respect your decision. but...
but what i received today told me that im wrong.
all the thoughts, all the feeling just suddenly disappeared. it might be better this way round.
everything went back to the starting point again.
im so fickle-minded.
previosuly, i thought you are the best person i met, but you told me you are not.
the excuse i came up is, you are too shy to admit this, but...
it dun seem to be so.
one, is i like you. two, is zero. not even friends. i dun want. i dun want to hate you, i dun want to bother about you at all! so i dun hate you, i dun like you, i dun have any feelings for you. you are n-o-t-h-i-n-g to me, NOTHING at all.
i finally could understand her, how she felt previously. because at first, i wanted to understand you (maybe this is what she wanted to do too), but i cant do so now. and i didnt want to hate you just because i cant like you.
okay, that's it.