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Thursday, January 31, 2008
5:46 AM

enemies = friends. friends = enemies.


5:37 AM

Letting go can let you finally loosen up!- my horoscope for tomorrow.

fcuking bitchy sister. she totally sucks.


4:02 AM

today. so lame. and so boring. stay back until about 4.30pm, for crap. hahas.
they all wanna win the firecracker competition, but how can we win, with those few cans? why must they want to fight a definitely-will-lose battle?

i know, we must try and not give up, we should not say we cannot do it and not even try. dun say all this nonsense to me, as if i never hear that before seh. all this is CRAP!!
why must our class people be so kahchiong? why must we everytime want to win, and get first etc? why issit all about winning? enough is enough. dun be stupid. *pissed*

let other classes win la, so what? we had enough, we cant take/have everything, we dun have such a big head to wear such a big hat. (this is translated from chinese).
dun they get it? such simple, k2 stuff?
kahchiong people.

hais, forgets it.
hahas. xD


when i finally made my decision, between them, i realised both are gone. ~


Wednesday, January 30, 2008
1:51 AM

DO NOT READ AHEAD,

JUST DO IT.



IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY









1st. Get PEN and PAPER






2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW







3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very important for good results.







4th. SCROLL DOWN



ONE LINE AT THE TIME




DON`T READ AHEAD




otherwise





YOU WILL RUIN THE FUN.












1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT.











2. BESIDE the NUMBERS 1 & 2,
WRITE DOWN ANY2 NUMBERS YOU WANT.
DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE NUMBER?











3. BESIDE the NUMBERS 3 & 7,
WRITE DOWN THE NAMES OF TWO MEMBERSOF THE OPPOSITE SEX.











CAUTION: DO NOT LOOK AHEAD or IT WILL NOT TURN OUT RIGHT











4. WRITE ANYONES NAME
(like FRIENDS or FAMILY...)next to 4, 5, & 6.









DON`T CHEAT OR YOU`LL BE UPSET THAT YOU DID









5................... WRITE down FOUR SONG TITLES in 8, 9, 10, & 11











6. Finally,

MAKE A WISH

































































ARE YOU READY?








HERE IS THE
KEY TO THE GAME











1. THE NUMBER of PEOPLE YOU MUST TELL ABOUT THIS GAME is found in

SPACE 2









2. THE PERSON IN SPACE

3 IS THE ONE YOU LOVE









3. THE PERSON YOU LIKE but your relationship CANNOT WORK is in

SPACE 7








4. YOU CARE MOST about the PERSON you put in

SPACE 4








5. THE PERSON YOU NAME IN NUMBER 5 IS THE ONE WHO
KNOWS YOU VERY WELL.








6. THE PERSON YOU NAMED IN 6 IS THE YOUR

LUCKY STAR









7. THE SONG IN 8 IS THE SONG THAT MATCHES WITH THE
PERSON IN NUMBER 3









8. THE TITLE IN 9 IS THE SONG FOR THE
PERSON IN 7










9. THE 10TH SPACE IS THE SONG THAT TELLS YOU MOST ABOUT
YOUR MIND










10. AND 11 IS THE SONG TELLING HOW YOU
FEEL ABOUT LIFE







11. NUMBER 1 IS YOUR LUCKY NUMBER


~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*


my answer: ~

1. 4 or 8 (my lucky no.)

2. 6

3. HIM (i like him)

4. Almas ( i care most?)

5. Rebecca (knows me wll, ya maybe)

6. Nicole (my lucky star?! hahas )

7. Zhi Xiang ( i like but this wun work, really? should be. i dunno? but at least i dun like him now ALREADY)

8. Zhi Xiang ai ni - Rainie Yang (links to no. 3, but the title seem to fit no.7 more well)

9. Yu Jian (links to no. 7)

10. Dang ni - cyndi (tells me most about my mind)

11. Superwoman - Gary Cao ge. (how i feel about life)



Tuesday, January 29, 2008
4:04 AM

想念變成懷念 心動變成心碎 偏偏還會關切 你最後屬於誰

the more i know, the more hurt i will feel.

nicole's favourite line of the song, dang ni.

想你想你 也能成为嗜好

mine is:

我想对你说 却害怕都说错 还喜欢你 知不知道


Monday, January 28, 2008
3:40 AM

if i were the one who say that first, would things be the other way round?


3:24 AM

did not do as fascinating as i think i should have done for maths.
scored 17/25 for english. like a miracle. but the next one, it will definitely pull my results down, it's descriptive writing. my vocabulary is never good. it's okay to correct me, but dun insult my english. thanks


Sunday, January 27, 2008
5:17 AM


tegoshi --- my favourite


tegoshi is like only 20 years old this year.


masu --- so cute.


tegoshi and masu, known as tegomasu

kusano. he super handsome. just this picture dun seem so.

and lastly this is NEWS


NEWS, my favourite japanese team.
xD


5:08 AM

one last chance, for myself, and for you.
i still wish miracle could happen, though i knew it wont.


1:23 AM

whatever. im pissed. really pissed. i dun want to hate you. but everything just seem so wrong. whatever.
talking to you will only make me more mad and more angry. i should have never talk to you!
you ruin every good things that i once thought of you. everything just seem to be a lie.

what the FUCK...
what's the FUCKING problem with you?!


Saturday, January 26, 2008
11:53 PM

dont 'lol' me. you dun have the right to do so. or rather no one has the right to do so.
i rather people say 'fcuk' than 'lol'. i rather you are a person who say vulgarity then 'lol' at me. i dun like that feeling.
but you wont understand me, you never will. and now, i dun need you to.

they made me blurt out everything i knew and tell them when im off guard. they are so dangerous.
nvm, even if they wanna like him, let them. only that they will suffer. not me anymore. and not my business. they like him, they will regret, in the future.
im just thinking too much now. hais.


12:21 AM

i decided to go nan jing already. good. or bad? how i know?
last night, im so touched by your words, i nearly felt that im going to like you again. but loving you means i will just love you and dun bother about you anymore, i want to respect your decision. but...
but what i received today told me that im wrong.
all the thoughts, all the feeling just suddenly disappeared. it might be better this way round.

everything went back to the starting point again.

im so fickle-minded.

previosuly, i thought you are the best person i met, but you told me you are not.
the excuse i came up is, you are too shy to admit this, but...
it dun seem to be so.

one, is i like you. two, is zero. not even friends. i dun want. i dun want to hate you, i dun want to bother about you at all! so i dun hate you, i dun like you, i dun have any feelings for you. you are n-o-t-h-i-n-g to me, NOTHING at all.

i finally could understand her, how she felt previously. because at first, i wanted to understand you (maybe this is what she wanted to do too), but i cant do so now. and i didnt want to hate you just because i cant like you.

okay, that's it.


12:20 AM

issit that you are too shy to admit it or issit i got the wrong idea in the first place? i want to ask you this, but, i dun have the courage to do so.
so, forget about it.
i wont bother about it, bother about you anymore.


12:19 AM

till now, i then knew this about you. i abit slow. but you are rally a nice person, you seriously are.


12:19 AM

you dont deserve all those kindness you get, almas.


Thursday, January 17, 2008
11:27 PM

hi.
so tired now. after the level camp.
miss the camp. the instructor. the 'whatever' mattress, and the funny & fun campfire. the SUPER long and tiring labrador walk.
lots of nice memories there. but i wun be sad. i just miss it - only.

我等的人 他出现了没?
那会是他 还是 他?


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