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ANNOUNCEMENT !!

2008-06-30T03:21:00.000-07:00

Hellos Peeps!
I created a new blog!
And that means, i wont update/post in this blog anymore/again.
Yepps(:
So please go have a look at my new bloggy.

http://au-re-voir.blogspot.com

((:

2008-06-29T05:06:00.000-07:00

I think i am having emotional breakdown.
I donno what's happening to me.
I just feel so stressed up, so stressed up!

Sometimes, I will just message a lot of people.
To find someone to talk with.
Hoping I will feel less empty.
But somehow the emptiness is killing me.
Struggling. I'm struggling.

Nobody's helping me.
I will just fall.
Fall, fall, fall.

2008-06-28T05:39:00.000-07:00

I LOVE NATURE.
SO OH-SO IN LOVE WITH NATURE.
Heehee:]

Everyone, let's all just FORGIVE& FORGET kays?
I am willing to forget everything bad about the past, how about you??
;DD

Just some pics(:

2008-06-28T05:01:00.000-07:00

Summer without you is as cold as winter.
Winter without you is even colder. --- quoted from one-storybook-which-i-have-forgotten-the-title(:

Winter, so cold..

2008-06-28T04:48:00.000-07:00

I don't mean to hurt anyone, at any point of time, if you know..

2008-06-27T07:10:00.000-07:00

I have no life!
Hais.
Everything now is just OC, OC and OC!
Argh!

Today we had two rounds of parade only.
And it's not our standard man!
We can do much better.
JIAYOUS!

I mean what i say can?
In the previous post, i did say don't cheer me up right?
I said if people cheer me up, i will feel worse right?
Then why you still wanna send me that message huh?
Treat my words as what??
Nvm, don't mention anything anymore.
Let me repeat again, DON'T MENTION ANYTHING ANYMORE.
Simple english, that's it.

=)

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2008-06-27T06:47:00.000-07:00

to} ALDA: AH GIRL AH! It's Mdm Ng not Mrs Ng!!! AIYOYOYO. by the way, you gained 5 kg, but at least you are not overweight! BE happy, that proves you are kinda healthy~ LOL.
Oh okays, MDM NG. Satisfied jie? HAWHAWS! ;DD
But but, 5 kg is way too much le ma! :(

to} xuanying: eh! can i be under qifa?! (your links) I WANNA BE SPECIAL.
Ohh, will change that when i am free. Heehee:]

to} jasmine (: LOL. see you can -.-" jin tian yue liang hen yuan.
Wooah, zhen de ma? You yue liang meh? :P
Of course i can, help you MATCHMAKE w ehm. xD

to} ALDA: CHUNNINININI!!!!!!! Heheheh, muacks ;D
YES ALDAAAAAAAAAAAA! Muacks two! ^.^

to} jasmine (: ........ DFC and JING TIAN YUE TIAN HEN YUAN. weeeeheee ^^
Lols!
Anything you like, not my business. Hahas=)

to} HAN.NAH: i wonder in what way can mdm ng be pitiful? LOL! ;D
She is lo!
HAHAS;)

to} JEAN :D: School sucks now yeah? I also bad mood alrdy. HAHA.
Yeah, this few days i v bad mood.
But nvm, next week will be a better one((:

to} becca xD: Sometimes its good to be left alone. i agree too. But sometimes, you do need ppl to cheer you up or you'd go crazy
But yeah, maybe you are right.
But if i say don disturb me, i really want silence and no disturbance.

to} jasmine (: no more hairnets luh, TWO PONYTAILS. omgomgomg, da mei nv with two ponytails=boys drool. LOL~ hahahahs. xD
Ohh, i know you refering to yourself.
Hahas, later ehm drool seh :PP

to} XINYING!: HOHOHO~! tagged. :D
Thanks man! ^^

to} yvette C: YO! (: JYJY yea? ^^x Cyas ard in sch. =D
Thank you!
Yes, you must jy too kays?
Seeya in school. xD
~

2008-06-26T04:37:00.000-07:00

down. down. down.
i'm feeling down.
low mood. no mood.
hais.
i have no life. no life.
just oc, oc & oc.
))))):

but, don't cheer me up kays.
cause it will only make me feel worse.
just, leave me A-L-O-N-E.
i am more used to, the loneliness.

nvm.
life will get better.
it's actually alright, to feel sad/down , sometimes.
(: -- [a smile that i fake]
---

tomorrow must wear FULL U.
{remember to bring your belt, scarf, badgeS, baret& most importantly the HAIRNET!
Heehee(=}
cause some/one VIP is coming.
everybody, let's all jiayous and do well kays?
;DD

yes, weekends are finally approaching!

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2008-06-24T04:50:00.000-07:00

to} JUNWANG:D: ahh! ahh! i tagg! i tagg! miracle~ ;D
Lols,.
Thanks for the tag.
to} qiuyuan: oops,i m so sorry. Deleted some!XD U're linked!:D and seeya tomorow!
Hahas nvm. Thanks for linking me;DD
Seeya!
to} XINYING!: TAGGGED
} XINYING!: hahas. sch reopening tmr. missed
Thanks for the beautiful tag.
Hahs lols. xD. You are missed (by me) two(:
to} JUNWANG:D: lalala~ a miracle happen again xD
Hahas lols okayys(:
to} XINYING!: :D
} XINYING!: cya tmr babe.
Hawhaws, seeya babe!
to} jasmine (: LOL! Hahahas, relax la, kancheong girl. Tmrw school reopens, heehaw!
Hahas, so happy school reopen uh?
Want see who huh?
Jue dui hui hen hao de! HEEHEE!! ^^
to} NICOLE.: Hi. ;D Bye D:
Wooah, so surprise nowadays you will tag @ my blog seh!
Anw thanks for the tag!
to} ALDA: must survive! be the SURVIVOR! lols! but no prize though. jiayou jiayou meimei! (((:
YES, must ENDURE& SURVIVE!
Heehee!
THANKS ALOT ALOT JIE!!
~~MILLIONS~~ ENDLESS OF LOVESS TO YOU! xP
to} JEAN :D: First day of school! Not so great eh? Wonder how we'll get used to seating arrangements.. Nice song. :D
Yeah, not that fabulous.
We will get use to that soon dehr;DD
& ty! ((:
to} liting: heyys ((:
} liting: you should rest first till your ankle getts alot better first..liddat then after le wont pain so much (:
Yoz! :D
Hawhaws, thanks for the advice!
But not OC ma, so can't slack, so sad.
But i will rest well dehr.
Thanks again! ^.^
to} becca xD: How can that bear be your fav ting?! Is my one!
Of course i know is your one mahr.
I just like the photo, not the bear.
Relax relax~
:]

End~

2008-06-24T04:23:00.001-07:00

Forgot to talk about two things yesterday.
One good thing& one bad one.

Firstly, the good one.
We changed our seating arrangement.
And I am seating with Hakim now((:
Good, next time will have an easier time discussing things with him;D

Next, the SUPER DUPER BAD one,.
I GAINED 5 KILOGRAMS!
ARGH!
That's like, so muchh!!
But yeah la, the past few months I have been feeding (cum sometimes forcing) myself with FOOD Food food.
Cause I am very desperate to grow up!
But I only grew 1 cm!
(Nvm, better than nothing.)

Today wasn't a v good day either.
Never do my chinese homework.
But the funniest thing is,
~~whole~~ almost the whole class got punished by our English teacher (for not doing our english hw) & were asked to sit outside (get out) the classroom.
And most pathetic thing is, only 5 people were left in the class.
Lols.
But Mrs Ng also very ke lian seh.
We all don't listen to her one.
Hais. Sad for her./

Today's OC Rehearsal wasn't that bad,.
We got praised by Mrs Teo.
[[[:

That's all for today.
Buhbyes! xD

Hope tomorrow will be a better day[:

230608 School Reopen

2008-06-23T04:29:00.000-07:00

Today's the first day of school reopen.
Not a good one to start with:(

Firstly in the morning, I heard that Ms Nor knew about the class tee le.
But Ms Nor is so nice la, she didn't really blame us(:
She just said she want to have a personal talk with us next time.

Secondly, we lost our class key.
(But someone actually found it& hand it to Mr Tan la.
Heng ah! Or then we have to pay $200 bucks for that.)

Thirdly, Ms Bibiana keep on asking me question I don understand la.
(Because Im dreaming away& not paying attention to what she's saying.
Then i was like: ''Huh? What? Huh?")
Then she said: ''Is my language got problem or your hearing got problem?"
& I said: "My hearing got problem lo"

Fourth, i got CCA today.
Im so tired during the parade la.
Like gonna fell asleep la.
&& my ankle HURTS A LOT lately!
ARGH PAIN!!
I have real weak ankle nowadays:((

Talked to Jeffrey on msn just now.
He said I changed quite alot& he cant recognise me now.
Lols.
Did i really changed that much??
*wondering*
Anyway look forward to the day he coming back to Singapore,
Which is around 15 of July like that. xD

Hope tomorrow will be a better day(:

Add on: ARGH, everyday will have CCA.
How am i going to survive??

2008-06-22T03:57:00.000-07:00

My mum doesn''t want to help me iron my school uniform!
She insisted that i have to iron it myself this time!
Cause she's very tired.
But i still got millions of other things undone!!
YET.. ..
><

BAD DAY

2008-06-22T03:41:00.000-07:00

TOMORROW SCHOOL REOPENING!
ARGH!!!
It's great la.
BUT
I still haven't complete my homework!

What's the worst is,
I want to chiong my homework now,
BUT I CAN'T!
Cause if now, my mum saw me doing my homework,
I'll be dead meat!!
So what i can do now is,
PRETEND I HAVE FINISHED MY HOMEWORK
AND RELAX.
TOMORROW GO SCHOOL AND CHIONG LIKE SIAO!
---

Further add on:
I GOT CCA TOMORROW!
IMAGINE, first day of school, when you can be back for fun.
And then, you have to STAY BACK FOR CCA!!
What can i do?
*CRY!!*

With PHOTOS PHOTOS!!

2008-06-20T23:11:00.001-07:00

Woke up at 5.40a.m.

Cause got walkathon.

Though we didn't really walk.
Jasmine& Nicole dressed up as Powerpuff Girls.

Hahas, v funny.

But look v cute two!

Lols(:

Nicole& Jasmine

Kit Chan was the Guest-of-Honour.

Went Bishan Junction 8 to eat.
Then went Jasmine's house @ Choa Chu Kang.
Her house so N-I-C-E & clean.

;DD

---

So happy!
I can finally upload photos!

Hurray!

Cause my computer v lousy,

So that's why my blog is always so wordy(:

And Jasmine& Cindy& Jia wen all say i v fierce.
Cause i was screaming at the computer.

And i scream alot.

Lols((:

I think i am SO lame./

Almas& I.

Lovess!

My fingers look longg.

Lollols:]]

Victoria Concert Hall

Took the photo during Heritage Trail.

I got GOOD PHOTOGRAPHY SKILL.

xPP

Jasmine& I
I look v FUGLY seh.
(I put this cause i have no better photos to put)

Me and Becca.

BLUR BLUR BLUR!
At Nicole's house that time xD

Me with Becca's pink bear!
Currently my fav photo!! ^^

Du zhe (My chinese homework)

Good girls do homework.

Me& pretty pretty Renee!!

Me& the sec 2 guides.

Shall end here.

Today RAWKS!

Hope can come Jasmine's house more often in the future./

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2008-06-19T06:00:00.000-07:00

to ALDA.:
No la, not really obsessed over tong hua.
Just that i saw this video.
Den just put la.
Hahas lollols(:
to becca xD:
Yeah v nice.
I now ue miss me alot.
Hawhaws!
Now im back le, can talk to me le;D
to HAN.NAH:
I got go out lo!!
For cca lo, heehee!
to VANESSA.♥:
Thanks for the tag.
<33!
to liting:
Hellos!
Okays, ue're link-edd! xP
to becca xD:
Okays, will update de.
Love ya two! ((:
to qiuyuan:
Yoz!
Thanks for the tag chiobu! ;DD

2008-06-19T04:55:00.000-07:00

shen mi jia bing by yoga
Shen mi jia bing by Yoga Lin You Jia.
<333! ;D

2008-06-19T03:56:00.000-07:00

Came back from camp ytd.
Lols(:
The camp is SUPER damn fun.
Esp when Nicole went crazy.
Really lo, like mad people like dat.
Hahas:)

Today got contingent.
We were told that it was from 9am to 5pm.
Wow!
We needed to reach school today by 8.15am and were released at 5.30 like that.
Tired tired,
but fun two(:
GG got praised like so MANY freaking times until we ourselves guilty of it le.
We were wondering like, ''Did we really did that fabulous?''
GG & GOH (Guard of Honour) were asked to demonstrate our marching in front of all UGs.
And I seriously had this feeling that they praised us so much to spite the others.
To make them do better.
Lols.
Or is it that we really are that good??
;DD

And like other people were like bushuang us.
Cause we got so many praises.
And they got nothing.
Lols(:

Mdm Ros said beside the first week, we will having CCA trainings everyday (school reopen)
Argh ohmygod!
Nvm, let's work hard! xD

2008-06-15T05:15:00.000-07:00

Tong Hua - Tong Hua

Hahas lollols(:

2008-06-15T03:56:00.000-07:00

Will be away for camp from TOMORROW (16/06/2008) to WEDNESDAY (18/06/2008).
And this means that THERE WILL BE NO UPDATE.
So sad.
BUT STILL MUST TAG HOR!! ((:
Do miss me& look forward to my return.
Hawhaws! ;DD

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2008-06-15T03:41:00.000-07:00

to jasmine (:
Yes jasmineeeeeeeeee.
Hahas lols ;D
to JUNWANG:D:
Thanks for the tag.
Ue two(:
to becca xD:
Yeah, the story v nice.
& of course i know is who la.
Lollols ;DD
to nicole:
Err, who are you?
I can onlyy think of Nicole Ang& Ng :]
to NICOLE.:
Hawhaws, but why?
That terrible??
to zzt:D:
Ue v smart one.
Yepps you two, must stay happy[:
to becca xD:
zzt is zhong ting.
Yeah lo, how come your mind still full of ben??
to HAN.NAH:
Why sucks?
But since you and Nicole both say not good, den should be really bad ba.
Heehee xP
to jasmine (:
OF COURSE!!
Hahahs, joking neh.
;D
to ALDA:
Sorryyy!
Yep, i owe you one. xD
to liting:
TY!
Don need envy la, hope you get a new phone two!(:
Hahas, then let's both jiayou!
Jiayous jiayous!! ((:

End~

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2008-06-11T03:39:00.000-07:00

Sorry so LONGG still haven't reply those taggies.
And here's it!
to liting:
Hahas ty!
Umm yeah, that time I'm feeling abit angry.
But now don't have le.
Smile two!(:
to HAN.NAH:
Hawhaw, yeah la yeah la.
Cause we are the smart& action peeps mahh:)
to ALDA:
Ahahahs, gud then!
Yeap, sky of love is a nice show.
I want-ed to cry but I didn't manage to:(
Haws! xD
to jasmine (:
Welcome back dear! (though it's already so long ago derh thing lerh)
Umm you're right, no one is perfect.
But, he is really too guo fen le! (if you know who I am refering to)
But forget it, I'm happy happy now. ^^
to Munyee:
Siao qi siao qi! HAWHAWS!
Yeah, I really regretted trusting some peeps.
Next time we can share our experiences with each other yea? xP
But let's not be angry must be happy happy!
Not worth feeling mad for those peeps. ;D
to NICOLE.:
Yaya, I know it's damn fun.
And I regretted not going (but Im not going to show it)
Heehee! ;DDD
to Samurai Girl:
OMG omg, I'm so pressurised!
Argh im dead!
LOLS, Gosh i am so lame!
Will return all the debts when school reopen de la, relax relax:))
(but i am not the treasurer right??)
to NICOLE.:
LOLS!
But ohmygod, you finished your maths?
Amazing!
I still haven't completed mine!! ><
When you become so hardworking lerh huh? xP
to HAN.NAH:
Argh!
Let's both start work now kayys?
(Though it is abit too late)
Nvm, let's chiong now! :))

Done~ ;DDD

2008-06-09T07:12:00.001-07:00

GREAT NEWS!!
I BOUGHT NEW PHONE!
NOKIA 5310 XpressMusic Phone!
AND I ALSO BOUGHT MY WHITE ZINC BACKPACK.
DOUBLE JOY!(:

Exclude:
Tomorrow - I got cca.
This friday - I got cca.
Next week Monday to Wednesday - Camp
Next week Thursday - OC Training.
I left with only 3 weekdays!
Ohmygod!

I still got:
Chinese:
6 ri jis (300 words each)
Letter writing.
Composition.
3 sets du zhe comprehension.
Xiao wang zi du shu bao kao.

Maths:
Secondary 2 Mathematics Worksheet (55 questions)

English:
Journal: July to September.
Book Reviews (4 to 8)
Vocabulary Exercises.

Sad to say, now i only completed:
30 Maths questions.
1 book review.
& 1 journal.
Plus 5 all incomplete ri jis.
Hahas, actually not bad lerh larh.
Just that I will be dead this remaining two weeks.
Good luck Chunni!
:)

2008-06-07T22:47:00.000-07:00

BETRAYAL.
People who BETRAY/BACKSTAB you,
And then came back to you,
Pretending nothing has happened..
And sometimes, even blame you first.
What kind of logic is this?

When you tell them that you knew that they had betrayed you,
They went to push the blame to someone else.
Still believing/thinking they did no wrong.

--

Don't need to think that I am writing about you.
Cause this applies to too many people,
I am not writing to anyone in particular.
But if you still think I'm writing to you,
Wow, that means you are guilty.
But not bad, at least you still know it.
Better than some, who saw this,
And still thinking: 'Definitely is not me la.'

Anyway I am not angry.
I just post this for the sake of posting something.
^^

--

Tell you a story:
Characters:
A (Just treat it as Ali, for example)
B (Just treat it as Billy, for instance)
C (Just treat it as Candy, for whatever)
Story begins:
A tells B a secret.
B went to tell C.
C went to talk to A,
C told A what B told C.
So, A managed to find out that B betray/backstab her.
But A forgave B.
Cause A is used to others betraying her.
-
B call A to talk to her.
A told B she was busy.
B angry.
A also feel slightly angry,
Cause A felt that she should be the one being angry (But she didn't)
Then now, B (who is in the wrong) come and be angry with A.
(What kind of logic is this?)
A told B she knew the truth already,
The truth that B betray/backstab her.
-
B went to blame C, for telling A what B told C.
B very angry.
Then C came back to blame A, for telling B that C told A the truth.
Then C also quite angry.
C, in order to gain back B's trust,
C went to tell B, A's secret.
(But the secret is fake one.)

Moral of the story:
Don't trust others E-A-S-I-L-Y.

Anyway I wanna say something,
A has no right to blame B or C.
She can only blame herself.
Cause who call A to tell B her secret in the first place?
ZHE JIU SHI TA DE XIA CHANG.

[So peeps, next time if others backstab/betray you,
Don't blame others.
Blame yourself for trusting the wrong person!
Reflect yourself!
Don't always think it's others' fault.

If you tell others your secrets,
Be ready to face the consequences.
[Unless you are v v v SURE that the person is 100% trustworthy]
Cause, you can't even shut your own mouth.
You can't even keep your own secrets.
How can you guarantee that others won't say out your secrets too??
Somemore, it's your secrets, not theirs.
To them, saying out your secrets will do them no harm./]

Wa.
This story is HARD to understand.
But if you do, you are pretty smart.
Oh shit, i forget something,
C told A not to say out this whole thing.
Oh gosh!
So, even if you understand,
1. Pretend you don't.
2. Brainwash yourself.
For those who don't understand, good.

Hahas, thanks to the story,
Make my post so long(:
But I feel very bad seh,
For posting this.
Nevermind, it's okay to be a evil person sometimes.

Okay, enough of crap.
Bye~
^^

(Preparing to go Vivo later~)
:)

[Farther add on:
Sorry.
It's my fault (In the beginning).
For calling you ****** *** *******
I don't know you well, yet i call you that.
Once and for all, s-o-r-r-y.
But later on, it's no longer my fault.
I didn't want to apologise to you because you are showing me attitude.
You say my leg broken is because God punished me!
(Wow, amazing!)
You think E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G is my fault.
(Which is not true.)
I did reflect on myself.
And now it's your turn, to reflect on yourself!
''It's better for you to change yourself now.
But it's your choice whether you want to change anot.''
Byebye.~
(:

2008-06-07T22:00:00.000-07:00

Tags reply:
to xuanying:
Where got??
Purple is cool kays! xD
to liting:
Yupx, you're link-ed!(:
to VANESSA. ♥:
Hahas I don wan, cause I am not. xP
Yeah, I got CCA.
So sad.
Anyway, how did you managed to get into school with home clothes uh?
Hahas ;)
to JUNWANG:D:
Thanks for the tag!
Tc two.
to XINYING!:
HAHAS! TYTY!
YOU RAWK TWO! ;D
to Zhi Wei:
Orh okay lorh, nvm.
to becca xD:
WOW, someone will tag seh!! :P
Hahas, thanks fer being happy for me(:
& I where got don wan you?
to HAN.NAH:
Yeah lorh, I now become your messager sehh. ;P
to ALDA:
YA, I also waiting for your sms to restart!
So that you can reply me messages:)
Who call you to spam people last time??
Tsktsk, bad girl bad girl!
But nvm, now i will watch on you derh! ^^

2008-06-05T07:43:00.000-07:00

Went Orchard today.
((:
Then I saw this black& white stripped cardigan.
v v v NICE!!
& it costs 80bucks.
But my mother allows me to buy sehh,
She even encourages me to!
Cause she think it's v nice two.
But in the end, I N-E-V-E-R buy.
(Cause wo bu xiang lun hua ma ma de qian.)
*Hao ru hai*
Then now, I SUPER DUPER UBER REGRET!!
Argh!
Nvm, I can still go& buy this weekend.
(Waste my time!)
:]]]

I was laughing so crazily when IMing with Nicole!
We were talking about the 终极一家's thing.
(I'm SO SO SO obsessed over it!)
It's so nice that we have this sane topic to talk about(:
I LOVE 盟主, which is Aaron Yan Ya Lun.
And Nicole loves the 阿公.
哈哈！
&& I realised something,
Nicole is very smart.
And fast, but this don't apply to her walking, eating, writing speed.
xDDD

Me and Nicole are COOL peeps,
Cause we use PURPLE font colour.
LOLS./
^^

2008-06-05T07:24:00.000-07:00

Tags reply:
to Nadiah:
Yaya i know you are being sarcastic right?
Hahas! ;D
to NICOLE.:
No lorh, just nice 2 truths and 1 lie!
I am not red (truth)
I am tall (truth)
I am evil (lie)
Heehee!! :P
to xuanying:
Many thanks for tagging, MY SO DEAR JUNIOR!
(lol) xD
to jasmine (:
THANKSSS JAS FOR SAYING THAT!!
I must ♥♥♥ you a lot man! ^^
But anyway, YAN YA LUN IS WAY HAWTER THAN WILBER& LOLLIPOP kayys!!
WAYYY HAWTER!!
:PPP
to ♥AMANDA:
Thanks for tagging!
& told you lerh mah, i not chiobu.
(((:

2008-06-04T06:03:00.000-07:00

Currently obsessing over ZHONG JI YI JIA(: ♥ ♥ ♥

& do ya peeps know that there's this song call: Chun Ni.
Lols. ;DD

今天，我姐姐去马来西亚。
My sister went Malaysia today.

（突然好想讲华语噢！〕
(suddenly feel like talking chinese)

我好想念她哦！
I miss her lots!
Miss quarreling with her over stupid small things.
Miss being unreasonable in front of her.
Miss snatching everything with her.
Miss sharing secrets with her.
Miss her presence
LOLS! :]

2008-06-04T05:06:00.000-07:00

Tagged by Nicole to do this quiz.
The Three-things Quiz
(But i don care whether i got name 3 things not.)
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. chunni
2. channie
3. chunchun (stupid name)
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. *~iNnUhC~*
2. Chunni:)
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
Hais, can't think of.
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. too white. LOLS.
2. red. LOLS.
3. body length. LOLS.
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
what's this?
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. pain
2. nightmares. T.T
3. people crying
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. handphone.
2. computer.
3. FOOD!!
THREE OF YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. AARON YAN YA LUN!!
2. NEWS.
3. JAY CHOU
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS ON YOUR PLAYLIST:
1. hui zhe chi bang de nv hai
2. tong hua. Lols.
3. gou ai.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. ♥♥♥, DUH.
2. happiness.
3. trust
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. i am not red.
2. i am tall.
3. i am evil.
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
LOLS. I donno how to answer~~
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. sleep.
2. DAYDREAM.
3. be not out-going
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. watch my ZHONG JI YI JIA vcd!
2. talk to someone.
3. ERUPT! (if you know what i mean)
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. lawyer:DD
2. student.
3. slacker.
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. japan
2. korea
3. NORTH POLE.
THREE KIDS' NAMES YOU LIKE:
err..err..
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. become more prettaye.
2. travel around the world.
3. have all my dreams come true(:
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. i laugh very loudly.
2. i don behave like a girl.
3. I EAT A LOT! ;D
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. i am a girl.
2. i like to daydream.
3. i like boys. LOLS!
THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. AARON YAN YA LUN!!
2. WANG DONG CHEN!!
3. TEGOSHI YUYA!!
THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. zhiweiKOR.
2. xinyingCHIOBU.
3. vanessaPRETTAYE.
:DD

2008-06-04T03:12:00.000-07:00

So many peeps tagged!
Happy happy(:
♥sss to all!

Tags reply:
to almas:
Hahas of course, you're my dear mahh!(:
*Hug hug*
to liting:
HELLOS!
Thanks, it's getting a lot better:)
Anyway, you got blog?
to VANESSA. ♥:
Hawhaw, nono, i just don wan. :x
Ya la ya la, you very smart;D
to zhi xin :D:
Miss you too!
Happy holidays!
Anyway i not chiobu kayys! xD.
to PEARLY:
What average? What so high?
I now in GG.
Last year changed cca liao. xP
to HAN.NAH:
Ya lorh, your seem to have so muchh fun! *jealous jealous*
Heehee~ :D
to NICOLE.:
Orh okays. That quiz very hard sehh! [:
to ♥Dalpreet:
HELLOS Dalpreet!
Npnp!
SORRY didn't really talk/accompany ya that much during guides!
Will talk to ya more next time when ya need me!(:
&& thanks lots too!
Tc two! ;D
to Zhi wei:
Hey, thanks for the tag! ^^
to ♥ AMANDA:
Okays, you're link-ed!
Thanks two!
to JEAN :D:
NO! I really look fugly lorh!
Ahahas! :]
Why cant take SEP??
to J. Lim:
Orh.. okays.
~End[:

2008-06-02T05:43:00.000-07:00

I realised something.
Me and Almas cut our hair today (same day).
And, and it's fugly, for both of us.
Hahas.
This is call F-A-T-E. ;D
'Omg.
I loveeeeeeeee how we're in the same situation.
Hahaha' --- Almas.
Err err, anyway is it something good to be happy about?
(:

2008-06-02T05:37:00.000-07:00

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My com is really having some freaking problems!!
I cant tag at others' blog,
Or then my com will hang :(
So don blame me for not tagging at ya's blog for time being kayys?
(:

2008-06-02T04:19:00.000-07:00

You know what?
In the Sports Education Programme (SEP) choices,
There's this Brazilian Soccer.
& my sister say Bra'zilian' Soccer,
Is ZI LIAN Soccer!
LOLS! ;D

2008-05-31T23:00:00.000-07:00

What's your purpose of telling me that?
I rather not know anything./

2008-05-31T20:56:00.000-07:00

Tags Reply:
to HAN.NAH:
Ni you! Ni jiu shi hen HORNY derh lorh.
Heehee! xD
to jasmine (:
YESSS! You're right!
Nicole is influenced by Horny Hannah to become horny too.
Hahas! Tc too(:
to jasmine (:
No larh, you rock okayy!
I help you delete your extra tags lerh :P
to VANESSA. ♥:
Hahas, you are so smart! XD
Yepps, I love the font too! ;D
to HAN.NAH:
NO!! Don believe what Hannah say.
That's so UNTRUE!!
We're so pure, is you influenced us to be horny derh lorh! xP

2008-05-30T06:01:00.000-07:00

Hannah = Horny
Horny = Hannah.
Hannah horny.
Horny Hannah.
It rhymes so much!
Hahas, this is just a VERY SUPER random post(:

Nicole's lucky day includes 5th of june --- SOMEONE's birthday. XD

Nowadays kept on having random dreams.
Like having contingent?? ;D
But it's SO SO SO much better than having nightmares:)

WHITE is my favourite colour.
So pure. Like funeral.
Lols.
But I love BLACK, ORANGE, GREEN, BLUE, PINK, YELLOW, RED too!
In short, I love all colours! (Bright one especially) ;D

2008-05-30T04:59:00.000-07:00

It just hurts slightly too much.

2008-05-29T04:46:00.000-07:00

8-10am: NYAA netball.
I skip, run, shoot, play todayy!
Though my mum don't allow me to exercise.
[I'm a naughty girl. :)]
11.30-12.30pm: NYAA dance.
My ankle hurts like hell when doing stretching!
Pain!
And i got a hard time trying to turn around.
Hahas lols.

Didn't go for CCA.
Ankle hurts too much.
And i can't march or do anything.

Went arcade and play street basketball.
Cool!
But makes my hand very suan. XD
Me and becca got 81 points in the first round sehh!!
We rawk!

Then we went to take neoprint.
{Got some problems uploading the neoprints):}

Proceed to NTUC after that.
Hannah, Jean and Nicole went to buy CHOCOLATES.
Nei, i never buy./
I don't have a special liking of chocolates.
That's too sweet(:

Then went to library.
That Hannah kept on poking ppl's tetek.
So IMMATURE! :D
But honestly, don larh.
Not good for us, physically& mentally. :P

Returned back to arcade to play another few rounds of basketball.
This time lose our grip, and did rather lousy.
And that's all.

Ohya forget to mention this,
I LOVEEE my class tee!
My orange class tee!

2008-05-28T05:14:00.000-07:00

100th!!
Hurray! XD.
Nothing much to post actually.
Just that tomorrow we can get back our class tees lerh, like FINALLY!
&& I gonna be SO SO SO BUSY tomorrow!
(:
♥sss to all!

2008-05-28T04:43:00.000-07:00

99th!

Tags reply:
to VALVAL♥:
Okays no probs! (:
to JEAN :D:
YEAH precisely!! I cant wait for the class tees!
We can get it by tmr! :DD
♥♥♥ ya too!
to VANESSA. ♥:
Thanks for the tag :)
Ue then chiobu larh. :P
to nicole(:
Hahas yeah, i love this song too!
So nice~ XD.
to XINYING!:
Yups, almost.
No larh, not slow not slow, is very slow.
AHAHAS, jkjk!~ ^^
&& do cheer up and be more happy kayys? =)

2008-05-27T07:13:00.001-07:00

98th!
And i realised that my computer got some freaking problem.
I cant see my own tags, either on my blog or on my friends'./
& also, i cant see my new entries/posts.
Sadded.

2008-05-27T04:48:00.000-07:00

Tags reply:
to ALDA:
HAHAS LOLS! My jie is so funny(& lame)! xP.
Umm, this song is call, call, call, hui zhe chi bang de nv hai, if i'm not wrong. :D
to Grace:
Ahahas okays!
Will try not to be angry in front of you derh./
Npnp, since you're my DEAR DEAR DEAR senior! (:
to Bin2:
Okays mummy. XD.
to munyee:
Will recover REAL REAL REAL soon derh.
Thanks for your concern!
Yepps, I want NYAA todayy!
But i have nothing to do.:(
HAS. :x
to [j]EIDY:
THANKS LOTS my meimei! ;D
to zzt :D:
Okays, will derh, I sayang my leg alot lerh, i everyday sleep sleep sleep only(:

2008-05-27T03:46:00.000-07:00

Todayy is 27th of June.
And that means, i haven't blog for 1,2, ya 3 DAYS!
Paiseh hor! xD.

Today got NYAA.
And i actually went for nothing./
I cant run, skip, play or do anything! :(
When the coach saw me skipping, jumping, or intending to play,
She will call me (the pai ka) to go sit down and have a rest.
I got so BORED!
I can only see people play& get jealous./
&& Alda hor, so evil~ Kept on calling me pai ka.
xP.

But, im in SUPER UBER DUPER good mood todayy.
CAUSE, cause, cause Rebecca& Nicole went to collect the class tee alr!
It's all with Becca now.
And we can get ours by Thursday.
But, Becca say the shirt is frealing BIGGGGGGGG,
She said all the girls should have chosen S-size.
Cause when she wears the M-size shirt, cant even see her shorts!
(Err, is it because she's short?? HAHAS, just jk nei!)
And there's girls who chose L-size,
Umm, good luck to them. :P
---

Ohya, i suddenly remember something.
I asked Ms Nor this question during the PTM.
Chunni: Err Ms Nor, is being in the best class (triple science) the best choice?
Ms Nor: It depends.
Firstly, time management. It's a nine subject course, that's alot!
You must know how to manage your time properly so that you are able to cope with it.
Secondly, you must be competent since you are in a competitive class. You must have the urge to strive and do well.
C: But Miss Nor..., I will not have the motivation to stive if everyone is striving.
M: *Gives a smile* You like to be a big fish in a small tank right?
C: Umm, *Thinking* Yupps, right! *Broad smile*
M: Hahas. And thirdly, you must have the passion. It will be alot of work.
And if you have all the three qualities and the passion to do well, why not go for it!
C: Orhh.. Okays! :D
(She's so nice!)
---

ARGH! I got things on tomorrow! *SAD*
It's my only free weekday this week lorh, then also got things on! :(

&& OHMYGOD, I forgot to wish zhisheng HAPPY BIRTHDAY yesterday!
Nvm, I shall just pretend i don't know. :P

2008-05-24T07:39:00.000-07:00

to Xuanying:
Ohya! You are in the home econ room!
Ya la ya la, got la.
Just that i too shy to admit liao. =)
to nicole(:
I mean your posts very funny.
& ue are also very funny(& sweet).
Hahas, im so lame. xD.
to EEloon:
Thanks alot!
Miss you! xP.
Happy holidays too.
to Grace:
Cause im a nice ladeh mah.
Hahas. I got lorh, just ue never see.
But very rarely will dat angry(:
&& good luck for your O level mother tongue paper!
to jasmine(:
Sexy??
Err, err, okayyys.
Hahas! I just trying to be lame. xD.
LOVESSS too!
to JEAN :D:
Yeah, so funny larh.
Then i like dunno what to do sehh.
Hahas!
Thanks!
to Eug:
Yoz!
I kept seeing you on the bus right?
But am too sleepy to say hi. :D
to zzt :D:
YEPPS!! I want to be in de contingent!!
I like so despo for it larh. :X
& i will link you ASAP derh.
&& TYTY, for alot of things!

2008-05-24T06:56:00.001-07:00

English : 64.3 B4 (Miss B3 by 0.7 mark!)
Higher Chinese : 73.2 A2 (Miss A1 by 1.8 marks)
Mathematics : 81.3 A1
Science : 82.0 A1
Geography : 74.3 A2 (Miss A1 by 0.7 mark!)
Design & Technology : 64.5 B4 (Miss B3 by 0.5 mark!)
Visual Arts : 69.3 B3 (Miss A2 by o.7 mark!)
Elective Module : B

Total: 509.0/700
Percentage : 72.7
Class Position: 3/40
Level Position : 14/200
L1R4 Aggregate : 9 (No good, no good!)
L1R5 Aggregate : 13

Conduct : Very Good.
Comments:
Chunni is a cheerful student who accepts responsibility readily.
She is able to convince people and rally support from her classmates.
As the class vice-chairperson, Chunni is a helpful and displays ability to carry out tasks with minimal supervision.
(Ms Nor is so NICE~ To give me such positive comments! :D)
--

Not really satisfied with my results.
Must aimed to get second (class position) for EOY.
Cause i cant possibly beat Ridhwan.
Hahas. xD.
& Iris, you must work hard kayys?
Must aimed to get first again hor!
I got CONFIDENT in you!!
But don't get too stressed too. =)

I only got 3 OC trainings during the holidays.
Sad.
I want more. xD.
(I so diligent.)
(I so thick-skinned. Kept on praising myself. ^^ )

Learn to love yourself, before you love others. =)
If you don't know how to appreciate yourself, then how do you expect others to appreciate you??
Girls with confidence, looks better.
---

A message sent by AlmasLOVE:
I know you are SO SO SO BUSY.
But, take 3 seconds to think of me.
1...
2......
3.........
So Sweet!
Now go back to work. :D
(She's SO cute& sweet, argee?
LOVE her always.)
---

Though i feel uber sad ytd.
But today, im in a uber good mood!
Feel so light.
As if i can, Fly
To the sky.
:D
(It's all in the mind.)

Don't let fate control you.
Choose your own fate!

P.S. Hope one day, all guys on this earth can become mature!
Hahas, so random! xP.

2008-05-23T04:20:00.000-07:00

I SO DAMN PISSED& ANGRY!!
I HAVE NEVER FELT SO ANGRY BEFORE!
THIS IS THE FIRST TIME!
FIRST TIME I ARGUED SO MUCH WITH SOMEONE.
HE TOTALLY RUINS MY MOOD!
I THINK HE GOT SPLIT PERSONALITY SEHH!
SOMETIMES SO NICE, THEN SUDDENLY BECOME SO FIERCE.
AND IS HE TRYING TO BE NICE TO GIVE ME THOSE ADVICE OR WHAT?
ARGH!!
FORGET IT.
SHOULDN'T FEEL ANGRY BECAUSE OF SOME NOT-WORTH-ME-ANGRY DE PEOPLE.
AND I REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND HIM WELL BARH, I THINK.

JUST WROTE THIS TO VENT MY ANGER& CALM DOWN.
*PHEW*
*PHEW*
*PHEW*
I'm done!
Not angry lerh.
Back to my happy happy mood! =)

2008-05-22T02:17:00.000-07:00

Yepps!
Didn't go school todayy.
Was resting (slacking) at home.
I woke up at 9am.
If everyday could be like this, how gud will that be! :)
Then ate breakfast, watch television, sleep, woke up, eat lunch, play computer!
Hahas! So NICE!~ xD.

I only got one day MC,
So that means i needa go school tmr.
And most probably i'll be wearing slipper.
How funny will that be?

& i wanna to go CONTINGENT.:(

Was tagged by nicole& priscilla to do this quiz.:)
Instructions : Remove one question from below,
& add in your personal question.
Make it total of 20 questions & tag 8 people.
List them out at the end of the post.
Notify them by their cbox that they've been tagged.
---
Q1 : At what age do you want to get married?
Ans : Err, 25??
Q2 : Who is more important to you? Friends or Boyfriend?
Ans : Depends. But i think i will choose friends.:)
Q3 : Who is the person that you trust most?
Ans : Now should be Almas& Alda bah. xD.
Q4 : Do you think you have enough confidence?
Ans : Umm, yes, no. I dunno. ^^
Q5 : If you can have a dream come true, what is it?
Ans : To have all my dreams come true! Hahas! Im so greedy. :D
No larh, to have world peace. Yay!
Q6 : Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Ans : YESS!
Q7 : What is your goal for this year?
Ans : Second in class =) Go triple science?
Q8 : Do you believe in eternity love?
Ans : Maybe~
Q9 : Have you broken someone's heart that he or she tried to commit suicide?
Ans : Err~
Q10 : What feeling do you love the most?
Ans : HAPPY+HYPER!
Q11 : Do you believe in true love?
Ans : Yes bahh.
Q12 : What feeling do you hate the most?
Ans : Lonely+Bored+Sad+Emo
Q13 : Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Ans : OBVIOUSLY!!
Q14 : Do you believe in God?
Ans : Yes!!
Q15 : What do you see yourself as in a million years ahead?
Ans : Im already dead. -.-''
Q16 : Who do you hope to be always there for you?
Ans : All my love ones. Family& friends.
Q17 : Who are your best friends?
Ans : Many many. xP.
Q18 : What would you want to do now?
Ans : Jump around!!!
Recover from my sprained ankle!
Q19 : Do you deserve love?
Ans : Umm, yes i think so.
Everyone deserves it! XD.
Q20 : Are you happy with what you have now ?
Ans : YES! Contentment is more than a kingdom.:D

People whom i tagged:
Almas Alwani.
Nicole Ang.
Grace Lee.
Joyce Lee.
Jasmine Ng.
Hannah Lim.
Ding Xinying.
Evangelynn
=)

2008-05-21T07:28:00.000-07:00

SPRAINED my ankle todayy.
During PE lesson.
That time playing captain ball.
Den probably too engrossed lerh bah. (:

Went to see chinese doctor,
or tei da or whatever-it-is-call just now.
Den i used bout 10 minutes to walk bout 100metres lahh.
Cause i was limping mah. =)
& i was SUPER scared larh.
Don want him to touch my leg.
&& i cried.
Though it don rly hurts.
Think is because i too scared until tears come out.
:D
But nvm, everything should be fine SOONN. xP.
Ohya! I got mc for tmr.
Should i go school not?
No idea~

I realised im not a strong gurl ):

2008-05-21T06:48:00.000-07:00

Tags reply:
to jasmine (:
Actually todayy i den realised i not brave derh lorh. ):
But, nvm larh :D
to HAN.NAH:
Yups! Created by us!
It's both nice & fat den. ^^
to nicole(:
Hahas, gud gud!
& i added ue on msn lerh! xD.
to Grace:
TYTY! Ahahas.
Actually it meant to be a short post,
But ended up being-a-not-dat-short one mah.
My definition of short is your height larh. Hahas jkjk! xP.
to NICOLE.:
No lorh, where got?
Only ue and hannah mahh.
& dat's nothing to be happy about anyway(:
to munyee:
THANKS!:)
Yeah, todayy very few ppl attend NYAA.
Cause all got rehearsal. Sadded(:
Hope next time we can have NYAA tgt! xD.
to jasmine (:
Okays! Will derh :x
Yeah, to wrap the ice around my ankle. =)

2008-05-20T05:30:00.000-07:00

Yoz!
In a rush.
This shall be a real short post. =)
Got netball todayy.
And i fell down. :(
But nvm, i got up immediately.:)
Little pains like this wont hurt me!
Cause i am a STRONG& BRAVE gurl!
Hahas. xD.

Tomorrow got contingent, sadly.
No i mean, im happy dat tmr there's contingent.
But i got NYAA!
stupid NYAA, make me missed most of my cca.

Todayy got 2 free periods again.
Yay! ^^
And i was playing my hp game during the free time.
& i beat Rebecca!
I got 61 000 plus while becca only got 48 000 plus.
I WON! =)

Went JE, and we ate in Short Jane.
Hahas.
Dat was the (Opposite) nickname for Long John.
Created by we, derh smart peeps. :D
Then went back to interchange so as for
Hannah to buy her lychee ice blended plus green apple jelly.
Lols.
Den we went to take bus 78, and on the bus,
Iris got a call and realised she was late!
The whole drama peeps are waiting for her.
She ran all the way to the school once she alighted the bus.
AND, she managed to catch up!
But she kena scolded by the cher.
&& she has to apologised to every single drama peeps.
Hahas, how funny& paisehh is dat.
(:
Stayed back in school until bout six.
Den walked out the school (a real short distance) with Jeidy, Hannah and Anita. :x

Okays, that's all fer todayy!

2008-05-18T05:02:00.000-07:00

Day 7 lerh, China earthquake.
A total of 32,477 deaths have been confirmed so far.
& the government says it expects the final death toll from Monday's massive earthquake to pass 50,000.

But mum said she predict it would cause about 100,000 deaths,
Including those still buried and not found yet.
And& also, now with nearly five million homeless people facing the threats of disease and floods.
:(
God bless all of you.

Dad donated $500 to Singapore Red Cross society lerh.
Peeps, please do donate if ue have the ability to.

More information @:
http://news.yahoo.com/fc/World/China;_ylt=AvdCX_IffGkc5Ej6HaajPqn9xg8F

2008-05-18T04:26:00.000-07:00

Tags reply:
to PEARLY:
Ue dont know??
to MUNYEE:
Thanks. =)
to JOYCE:
Yepps, am having fun.:)
Miss the old ex-cos.:(
to Grace:
Yeah, true.
I will go derh, if i can. :D.
to ALDA:
Hahas, ue can always message & share secrets with me wan.
And& don feel bored, lonely or sadd kayys? xD.
to Grace:
NO! Ue are not! :P

2008-05-18T04:24:00.000-07:00

am too lazy to update and& reply tags.

hais.
all those harms i did cant be undo.
or rather, too lazy to undo those.
=)

2008-05-16T06:18:00.000-07:00

suddenly think of dis song. =)

2008-05-15T04:07:00.000-07:00

Got back our hmt score todayy.
And i got 73.2 (A2)
Hais sad, missed my A1 again.

I got cca todayy too. Sian!
And i really no mood to march larh,
Or rather i mean, everyone of us.
But, cannot like this!
We shall all work hard together! xD.

Tomorrow got NYAA netball. =(
Hope it will be a fun one. :D

2008-05-13T04:58:00.000-07:00

Todayy, got 3 free periods!!!
Hurray!
First is geography, cause mrs loh never come.
Second is drama,
And third is EM.
I hope everyday can be like this!
How carefree will dat be! =)

Got NYAA this afternoon.
And mine is netball.
SIAN! So bored with netball liao.
I want to play touch rugby,
That seems to be so muchh funner!
Hais.
And& OHMYGOD, i got 4 NYAA sessions clashing with the parade!!!
WTH!!!
I want to go contigent, i want i want!
Can i dont attend physical recreation??
Double Hais.

Okays, my results.
Geography: 74
Maths: 79.5
English: 15/25 (work harder!)
Science: 81.5
But, dont think i hao lian or what hor.
I just wrote this cause my mum asked me for my score,
So i could just show her this instead of saying it out again.
And& i must jiayous for my eng. xD.

I'm thinking about this.
If i can get in triple science, i mean IF
Should i go??
My heart says NO.
I dont want to go triple science.
I dont really understand why everyone is like desperate for this.
What's so good about it?
Just that perhaps it might have a better future?
Lols, i dont think dat far yet.
I only want to enjoy studying now.
I dont know why,
But i just want to say,
I LURVE going school nowadays!
I cherish those days i have studying. =)
Nvm, why am i thinking about this?
I might not even GET IN larh.
And who knows,
At the last minute, i might just change my mind
And go in triple science.
God knows!
Im always so fickle minded. xP.

2008-05-11T00:01:00.000-07:00

I love parade! ^^
We learn how to march into the parade square and alot alot of things on friday.
And dat nicole huh,
Pon cca so as to go VIVO CITY for fun.
She damn good one lorh. xD.

I think tomorrow can get back our geog paper lerhh.
And& I seriously felt that i gonna flunk my geog. :(
Hais.

These 2 days finally got time to watch those vcds i bought in nanjing lerh. =)
Yesterday, was smsing with ALDA sexy.
And sharing little secrets with her,
and& i trust her too!
LOVESSS! :D

Hais.
I'm sick.
Got a slight fever now.
And sore throat.
Sadded. :(

2008-05-09T06:30:00.000-07:00

我又不知觉地，想起了你。

2008-05-08T03:22:00.000-07:00

Cross country today.
And i got SIXTH!!!
HIPPEE HURRAY!
Actually, i only aimed for top 10 larh,
Cause this year competition very hard.
But MIRACULOUSLY, i got 6TH, i got 6th!
Thanks god, and myself,
for not giving up, and ran finished the whole race.
I was so tempted to walk lorh,
Cause donno why no mood to run today.
But i still managed to persevere.
So, it proves that I am STRONG in mind.
:)

Got back our Maths paper todayy,
So fast larh.
This shows that the teachers aint slacking.
I got 56/60 for paper 1.
But did rather badly for paper 2.
But on average still got my A1.
Double joy. ^^

Went to je and eat.
Then pangsehh my primary school friends,
So as to go to Nicole's house.
Went there and saw how they played audition.
Lols. Had practically nothing better to do there.

Talked with the sexy&funny ALDA on msn.
She was so... how can i say?
So.. so.. so..
Saying dat someone is my 'fated' boy friend.
LOLS!

Today is a nice day! Loves!
=)

2008-05-07T06:57:00.001-07:00

Changed skin, like FINALLY!
Used the previous skin for SUPER UBER LONGGG.
I love this skin SO MUCHH,
So nice and EMO! LOVESSS!
Except that it's a navigational one.
=)

Today, the class tee maker called us.
And& told us the tees are ready.
I was so DUBER HAPPY larh.
So me, becca & j gan went queensway,
Wanting to collect it.
Then, the class tee maker said he made a mistake,
He said he still haven't even received our class tee design,
And it's because Bin2 sent the design to the wrong email address!
WTH.
Hais.
But the class tee maker said he will make our tees for us ASAP.
So, I think we can get it by next week.

Then, becca went home.
I so STUPID!
I took the same bus as j.gan.
Cause i not sure of the place there.
And when the bus passed by clementi,
He dont let me alight!!!
And so, i sat all the way to West Mall!
I was so PISSED larh!
But he apologised,
Saying that he didnt know it was that late already.

& i took cab home from west mall,
And it was so freaking EXPENSIVE larh,
Since the taxi fare had risen.
It cost me $10.25.
Lols.
But j gan said he will pay me the money,
Since he was the one who wasted my time.
Hais. But i think i shouldnt take the money larh.
:)

Tomorrow CROSS COUNTRY!!!
Good luck peeps.
Good luck CHUNNI, ALL THE BEST!
(MUST GET TOP 10)

2008-05-06T07:31:00.000-07:00

I saw your face in a crowded place.
And i don't know what to do.
Cause I'll never be with you.

2008-05-04T22:44:00.000-07:00

becca is at nicole's hse now.
and yepps, im SO jeslous!
cause she can go there have fun,
while im alone at home,
facing my emotionless screen.
LOLS. =)

the science paper today was okay.
and my painting is lousy!
just hope at least can get A2,
but kinda impossible lorhs.

during art exam, wanted to go wash my palette & brushes derh,
and i didnt know must ask bibiana for permission,
so i just stood up and walked to the toilet larh.
then she said i no respect for her, never ask her for permission,
then call me go back sit.
><

sian.
tomorrow must stay back for nanjing thingy,
cannot go out play.
sadded. =(

nevermind.
examinations is finally OVER!!!
except for the eng oral tomorrow la.
heck care that.
life's so carefree and beautiful now! :D

:feel the joy:

2008-05-03T05:25:00.000-07:00

我想对你好你从来不知道想你想你也能成为嗜好
我想对你说却害怕都说错还喜欢你知不知道.

2008-05-02T05:39:00.000-07:00

ohmygod, it has been long since i last updated.
no choice, my mum dont allow me to use com this week.
and even if i use the com, no time to blog.
=)

qiuying, nicole, rebecca, hannah and i
went to nicole's house today.
at toh guan or issit tuh guan? not sure.
from 12 to about 6 ba.
just mainly crapped all the way.
actually, is because got some people want to watch someone play basketball.
then we kept on going upstairs, then downstairs for dunno how many million times.
LOLS! =)
then becca and i went to run at the park there,
actually wanna train for the x-country derh.
but dunno why no mood to run today,
so we ran 2 rounds then stop lerh.
and started chit-chatting. :D

the geography paper today was so difficult!
ARGH, i think i gonna do badly in it.
hais nvm. no use crying over spilt milk.
can only blame myself for not studying HARD. =(

so now i should go study for my science paper lerh right?
nope, i dont think i got the motivation to do so today.
perhaps another day bahh.
im such a SLACKER..!
xD.

2008-04-25T04:11:00.000-07:00

though we were supposed to stay back in class to 2.30pm for our service learning thing, me and nicole were dismissed at 1pm cause we got cca today.
actually was very sad derh,
thinking that i still have to attend cca when exams is just the following monday.

we went to chinese garden to pack some goody bags crap larh.
and surprisingly, it's quite fun lorh.
nicole and the others were like looking at those guys there,
saying they are cute, hot or whatever.
i think they are BOY-CRAZY! :D

finished packing everything by about 4pm.
then walked all the way to chinese garden mrt station.
and nicole went off first.
then me, jasmine, jia wen, zhong ting, benita, verlynn, cindy and shirley
went to mr bean and bought some drinks and because of those drinks, we got CHASED out of the mrt station! LOLS!
we had no choice but to sit on the floor just outside the mrt station and started chatting and crapping till 5.
=)

and here's a good news:
we finally settled the class tee problem!
vivian, j gan and amanda went to queensway today to make class tee.
and it's only S$18 after a long round of bargaining.
thanks and love them lots! =)
can get it back in about 1 to 2 weeks time.

good luck to everyone for mye.
good luck to me too! ^^

2008-04-23T03:45:00.001-07:00

today, did not mange to present our class cdp,
cause no time liao, hais sadded.

stayed back for chinese oral.
and cher said i did WELL!
=)

almas lent me her spare phone today,
so now, i can finally sms!! =D

hais. i feel sad.
i sort of miss you.
though i still thought i had gotten over you.

2008-04-20T05:59:00.000-07:00

im feeling high today! xD
went to ~~everyone's~~ a lot people's blogs to tag.
and wished them good luck for mye.
hhaas, just being lame. =)

anyway it has been long,
since the last time i feel happy.

thanks everyone.
love all of you! (but some people more)
lols. =D

2008-04-17T06:06:00.000-07:00

dont be emo chunni!
work harder.
and smile more. =)
it might be a heavy responsibility,
but you can handle it!
prove to ms nor that she's right choosing me.
prove to her that i can be trusted too.
prove to her that i can do a great job and lead the class.
hahas, lols.

qiuying is right, i can see through this process, who're my true friends.
and who're those not.
i shouldnt bother about those not,
since they dont even understand my stand and feelings.
they are not worth for my friendship.
though once, i love them all.

thanks junwang.
thanks qiuying. just finished talking to her on the phone.
and i really felt enlightened! great job, councillor! xD.
i really appreciate and need all these encouragements to move on.
i just need someone, by my side, preparing to catch me when i fall.

2008-04-17T04:52:00.000-07:00

cried during chinese period yesterday.
that time we were supposed to write a compo about two of our friends whom we thought had changed from last year.
i didnt know why, suddenly just felt so sad and emo.
and tears just flowed down uncontrollably.
i didnt intend to let anyone notice it.
it's only until ms wong sat beside me and ask me why am i crying,
then i cant stop trembling, and let it out.

''tears are warm when they run down your neck.
and perfume seems sweeter when a girl cries in your arms.
her body trembles and heaves and sighs.''
read this from a book. =)

today, ms nor asked me and hakim to write down those people' names if they leave their chairs.
but i didnt write down any.
then, she asked the two of us out of the classroom and had a small talk with us.
she said if we two dont cooperate with her, how can she probably then get the cooperation from the rest of the class.
she told me i must be able to differentiate between 'friendship' and 'responsibility'.
i cant just because i want to side my friends and let them their ways.
but she was wrong.
i didnt do this because i want to side my friends, or anything.
it's just that, i dont have much say.

and the another thing that puzzled me was that,
why is the chairman always asking me what to do, instead of thinking himself?
and why is it that i always got the blame instead of the chairman?
hais.

nowadays i get so emotional.
always felt that there is tears in my eyes.
and sometimes they seem so heavy in them.

2008-04-15T05:17:00.000-07:00

people say i changed.
more evil,
less kind,
mood swings,
dont care people,
fierce,
proud,
...
and, less happy.

im sorry.
sorry almas, for being unreasonable sometimes,
for my occasional mood swings.
sorry rebecca.
sorry nicole.
sorry hannah.
sorry zhi sheng, for calling you nasty things.
sorry desmond.
sorry jy.
sorry junwang.
once and for all,
sorry everyone.

i did want to change back,
to the old me.
but somehow it aint so easy.
but no matter what,
i will change back.

dont laugh at this post,
or think it's funny.
it's not.
cause i did this post, crying.

2008-04-13T03:10:00.001-07:00

speechless.

2008-04-13T03:06:00.000-07:00

i dont deserve anything, and everything.

hais. so bored nowadays.
sad.
and more sad.
and more and more sad.
lols.

2008-04-09T05:01:00.000-07:00

today went for the investiture.
i felt that it was nice. xD.
at least because we managed to skip a science lesson. =D

and today we had our health screening.
sadly, i have to change my specs. :(
& my backbone is still the same as last year.
so, to all dears, please remind me always to be in a good posture. =)

i actually intend to go down to queensway to make the class tee tmr,
but i dont know whether i can make it anot.
hais.

felt rather sad today. =(

i'm sorry, for everything that i have done wrong.

2008-04-03T05:38:00.000-07:00

i cant pretend that i dont know you like me.
so, cant you just dont like me?
i know im just being demanding and selfish.
but this is me.
thats why i said im not a nice girl.

2008-04-03T05:21:00.002-07:00

sorry.
for saying all those nasty things to you.
i cant control my frustations and anger
and i ended up hurting you.
it's all my fault.

i only knew how great you are,
when all the others turn their backs against me.
i only knew how to appreciate your care and concern,
when i realised they are gone.

things changed and cant be back to the original lerh.

i felt that i have changed.
for the worst.
i had mood swings so often
that im scared of myself too.

im so stressed.
but i shouldnt pour out all my troubles to anyone anymore lerh.

i just felt that,
i need to cry.

2008-04-03T05:21:00.001-07:00

she is right.
he cant be trusted.
he really cant.
and now, i can only blame myself,
when i got betrayed.

2008-04-03T04:59:00.000-07:00

wtf.
everyone is helping him instead of me.
why?
i wont like him, i will never like him.
no matter what he does, no matter how hard he tries.
dont blame me for being evil or cruel,
this is the only way for him to give up on me.

"chunni, you need to be polite, but firm."

if he really likes me,
why doesnt he realise that since the day he likes me,
my life become more miserable.
and if he really likes me,
he should try to stop liking me.
he should not like me anymore.
im cruel, im evil,
no choice, my situation forced me to do so.

2008-03-30T03:48:00.000-07:00

almas told me to blog more, cause blogging is fun.
but my sister says it's not.
hahas lols.

got back my phone bill lerhs.
additional 28 bucks
just because i sent 50 messages when im in nanjing.
lols. xD

im seriously in a good mood today! ^^

2008-03-28T04:43:00.000-07:00

had cca with all the other uniform groups, for the official school opening parade.
not exactly that tiring lorh.
and i felt that it's COOL.
=P

got back my geography result, and hais, i did badly.
argh..

im so jealous.
damn jealous.
hais. =(

2008-03-26T06:00:00.000-07:00

too busy to update nowadays.
sorry.

letting go ain't as hard as you guys think it is.

i can find a better one.

2008-03-22T04:59:00.000-07:00

went to westmall yesterday.
to buy my sister's hp.
she bought the sony ericsson K770i one but she very not happy cause she wanted another one.
hahas.
though she is the one buying hp. im the one using her sim card.
so as she renews her contract, now i got free unlimited smses!
yipee!! ^^

took bus 189 home.
and guess what? we saw a car on fire!!
and my sis said that when the bus drove past the car, she could actually feel the heat.
hahas, lols.

2008-03-19T21:07:00.000-07:00

cross country today was cancelled!
aww, though im scared, but i really really wanted to run and get medal!
hais. im so sad.
some more principal says next time will run in smaller groups which might be running by level only. =(

actually intended to go to causeway point to watch sky of love.
but cause the movie is at 1, and my mum dun let me,
so we went to je to eat kfc.
then went library to waste time.
12 12 now.
should we go to causeway point now instead?

----------------------------------------------
went to causeway point.
reached about 1.05 like that ba.
and the movie had already started at 1 pm.
but this is not the problem.
we rushed to buy the ticket.

i got 16 bucks, which i felt is enough.
then the person there say today is the eve of public holiday so the ticket price will be 8.50 bucks.
just cause of the 1 buck, we didnt get to watch the movie.
sadded.
we strolled around for a while and went home.
both of us were tired and giddy.
hahas. xD.

2008-03-19T01:25:00.000-07:00

tomorrow is xcountry!
im so excited, yet scared too.
hais.

today so troubled
and fan
and sian
and sad
and suay
and i dunno lerh.

all i wanted now is my peaceful past.

2008-03-18T03:41:00.000-07:00

took back our chinese cmt paper today.
and im really satisfied with my results. xD.
lols.

today cleaned up the classroom.
so much better okays.
though i got really mad with zhisheng.

and im not demanding kays, im just being fair to everyone.

xcountry in 2 days time.
aNdand no matter what, i must definitely get top 10, DEFINITELY.

2008-03-17T03:55:00.001-07:00

i got a fever.
im hot.
i cant be stop.

which means: im sick. LOLS.

the geography common test today is hard mann!

2008-03-14T08:55:00.000-07:00

i post about the trip to nanjing lerh.
it's in the third post from here. dated thursday, march 14 2008
but haven't finish.
i only posted till the fourth day.
will continue with it asap. xD

sorry, i will put in more photos and continue another day.
since it's now already 12pm.
and i caught a cold, feeling sick..
hate it mann. may i recover soon.

2008-03-14T04:03:00.000-07:00

i still thought, not giving you a reply is the best answer i gave you.
cause it will be less awkward.
and also, i dont have the courage to reject.
but it seems that you dont get me.
nvm.
you will get it one day.

can i act blur now?
or rather i have been doing so all the while.

to be even clearer: if i didnt give you a reply, or kept changing the topic,
it's equivalent to a 'no'.

2008-03-13T04:00:00.000-07:00

i took about 700 photos there.
but dont expect me to put everything.
or this post will be freaking damn long.
and i will take ages to finish that too.

for your info, the trip is eight days seven nights long.

first day (monday) :

6am reached changi airport, terminal 3.

looks beautiful.

vivian and qiuying

adeline, weiying, jasmine and ME!
i look sort of retard here mann.

check in. boarded the plane and left for nanjing.

*take note! i already lost my cap even before i boarded the plane seh.
and look out for how many things i actually lost*

vivian, qy and me. =) smilez
reached nan jing safely.at 1.30pm. xD

my passport. teacher said singapore passport very valuable derh.
can sell alot money. cause we dun nid any visa to go into any countries.
singapore rawks mann!
*take note! im still wearing my gloves now*

ate lunch and went to nanjing school.

nan jing, duh.

QIU YING AND MEE!! quite a nice photo right?

this is the conference room.

then was introduced to the buddy we got.
she is chio mann.
show ya her photo later.

ate dinner and check in hotel .

the hotel look grand and beautiful right?

managed to take this shot in the lift.

had debrief at 9pm.

finished about 10pm.

play around for a while.

listened to emo emo songs and eventually fell asleep at 11.45 pm.

emo day. miss singapore, miss my friends, miss commonwealth secondary school.

and also, miss him.

end~

2nd day (thursday):
wake up at 6.15am.

had buffet for breakfast in the hotel.

look delicious and yummy~

look at the keys carefully.
the piano is playing on its own.
wow! -.-
should be some kind of electricity thingy ba.

went to school for art and music lessons.

then went to some tourist attractions.
im not going to put photos about this.
i also dun think ya will be interested in it either.

went back hotel.

had debrief.
we are supposed to have debrief every night.
then like writing diary la.

dismissed.

wait until late late.
guys sneak into girls room.
then off all the lights.
then chiobu started telling ghost stories!
scary mann.
^for your info, chiobu is not a girl. he's a guy okays. just that qiuying says he looks very pretty, so we call him chiobu.

and we were shown some gross videos.
like how they cut people body.
digging out the intestines and the organs.
peeling the skin off the body etc.
disgusting mann~

then the guys returned to their rooms.
and we girls, went sleeping, duh. zZz..
end~

3rd day (friday):

*i lost my gloves already!
and my jacket too*
went for school as per normal.
then went buddy's house.
was actually quite scared.
had a stomachache.
and they really take care of me.
felt very warm. xD.
end~

fouth day (saturday):

actually i could sleep long long and wake up late late derh.
but i really wanted to go see qiu ying.
so i went school with my buddy early in the morning..

i attended the english lesson with qiuying.
qy and i were asked to go up to read the adjectives with them.
and the leader was telling the class that cause we are from singapore, that's why we are like using american pronunciations. you know, we felt proud of it mann.

anyway, they were learning about suffixes that lesson.
the teacher was asking or rather more of telling/boasting to us that they learn more suffixes/grammar than we did.
then qiuying replied:"we all learn finished le ma".
hahas, damn cool. =P

didnt feel interested with the lessons.
so we sneaked out.
and explored the school.
and it started raining then.
freezing cold. about 5 to 6 degree celsius the whole day.

then for one lesson we pon, we went to buy cup noodles and eat.
the another lesson we went outside the school to look around.
basically, just trying to waste time.

and we went back home in the afternoon. no choice.
since it was raining.
i went home for an afternoon nap. cool.
sleeping. zZz

i had to shower that day.
and you knew what? i was standing there, for 5 minutes, with no clothes on (i didnt want to use the word 'naked') , waiting for the water to turn hot!
i was shivering like siao seh.
then when i off the tap to soap. when i on it again, i had to wait for another 5 minutes.
pathetic!~

i preferred the hotel bath tub/shower so much better, obviously.

hais. boring day.

end~

fifth day (sunday) :
just skip this~

sixth day (monday) :

the 2 days 3 nights home stay finally ended!
we are back with our friends, no longer needa communicate in chinese anymore. =P

we went to yang zhou today.
the scenery there aint as beautiful as what people say lorh.
probably because the flowers there havent bloom yet.
...

had dinner and went back hotel.
HOTEL, i miss you so much!

lame debrief.

sneaked down to burger king, though we are seriously not allowed to.
i didnt buy any food, cause im scared of gaining weight.

and we went to jinghan's room.
ended up, eating his fries! hahas. xD.
he didnt mind la, he even offered half of his burger.
but obviously we didnt eat it, later his stead come find us.
lols. =)
seriously i felt guys with stead are more mature and gentleman seh.

then we went back to our room.

we = vivan, qiuying and ME.
i was like shouting and begging them to sleep seh, since im really too exhausted le.
so i went sleeping.
while the others continue to go fool around. =D

end~

seventh day (tuesday) :

i woke up and i realised im sleeping alone in qiuying's room!
cause vivian, qy and shi ting went sleeping in my room.
they probably slept real late last night ba.

we went to take boat to jiang xin zhou.
and saw this lame notice:

to translate this, it means if you open the door and jump off the boat, you will face the consequences on your own. -.-''

ya, went to this kind of places.

and i got carried by this mann. COOL!

saw this animal. is this a goose?

continue next time~

2008-03-12T06:53:00.000-07:00

BACKKK!!!
im back!
from nanjing.

hais.
will do a more detailed post about the trip asap.

basically, we just had lots of fun.
but it's really tiring too.
cause we stayed until very late at night. (for almost everyday)
playing, eating cup noodles (partying) instead of sleeping.

vivian they all stayed until about 4am.
not me.
cause i cant survive without sleeping. xD. the latest i stayed only till 2.30am ba.
and im always the one begging them to sleep. pathetic. xD

i felt that i bought very few souvenirs.
aww, not enough, sorry if i never get your share.

im very sleepy.
and sad. =(
cause i left nanjing, the loving place.
and returned to singapore.
gonna stressed up by homeworks and school again.
hais. :(

and i could see lots of nonsense in my tagboard now.

im good at acting blur ~

2008-03-04T02:53:00.001-08:00

going nanjing tomorrow.
away from 5 to 12 march.
my last post before i left. xD.

today stayed back till about 6.
though i never even went for cca.
cause have to file in and do corrections for chinese file, and complete my art.
so as to leave singapore without worries. =)

almas, must remember to help me collect homework hor.
and pass it to shasha so i can get it easier when im back.

im so sad :(
i dont want to go le.
i started missing everyone even before i leave.

people, you still can sms me.
cause my father helps me upgrade my phone lerh, so i can sms and call from overseas.
=) happy happy.
but if no one sms me, i will be damn sad =( derh hor.

hope we have a safe and fun journey. =)

bye everyone.

* i will be back on 12 march. and the plane will reach at about 7.40p.m.
wanna come fetch us?
but anything, please sms and inform me first. so i can make arrangements.
if not, at least a sms to welcome me back s'pore okays?
hahas. =P

2008-03-03T03:29:00.000-08:00

going nanjing in...2 days time!!~
im like telling the whole world this.
ya, i am and i will. xD

there's this huge luggage at my bedroom now.
and whenever i saw it, i get so excited mann.
hahas, lols me. =)

tomorrow, my last day of school.
before school reopens la. xD
i will definitely not miss anyone derh, cause im going to have a fabulous time there.
hahas, just kidding la.
but dont miss me too much kays?
i will take care of myself derh. =)
and will take lots of photos there and post it when im back. ^^
so look forward to my return!! xD

so sad, for missing 3 days of school. cause i want to see...
*and i will really really miss everyone derh!! i promise.

2008-02-29T02:55:00.000-08:00

went for cca today.
though i really really wanted to pon to go watch 'the leap years'
it would have been more fun and memorable if i managed to watch that movie on the leap day (which is today, 29th feb 2008)
you know, the next leap day/year will be four years later okays.
im so sad, not being able to watch it. =(

and, nicole & jasmine went bishan today to give whatever forms which means they managed not to go for cca. so jealous.

ohh, i love today, i love leap day!
if i was born on leap day, then now i will only be about 3 and a half years old now. hahas.
but i will receive less presents then. xD

im so busy. i had to go buy my winter clothing =) and all other necessary items by this weekend, do homework and study for common test.
next wednesday im going away already. like so fast la. i still haven't prepared anything at all.
hope things can turn out smoothly. =P

do you guys watch the news?
Singapore most wanted man, Mas Selamat Kastari managed to run away.
he was on the run from December 2001 to February 2006 but got arrested in Tanjong Pinang, Indonesia, in 2003.
but now, he escaped.
he actually wanted to crash a hijacked plane into changi airport one.
im like so scared.
cause im leaving singapore to go nanjing (which means taking aeroplane from changi airport)
im not kidding okays.

we won't know what can happen to us the next minute.
life is unpredictable.

so here i am, saying goodbye, in case of anything bad that happen to me.
(im not being lame, im serious)

2008-02-27T23:11:00.000-08:00

hope the choir concert today can be a success. xD
*the date and time displayed in this blog is not accurate.
since i publish this post at 28th feb 2008, 3.18pm.

2008-02-26T16:56:00.000-08:00

hi.
went band concert yesterday.
had lots of fun. (not because of band performances)
so funny, lastly, we had to sing the school song, and we sang so LOUD.
=)

and rebecca fetched me home, reached about 10 45pm, considered very early lerh.
in a rush, bye. ^^

2008-02-25T06:52:00.000-08:00

my com is fixed!!!
hurray! xD. so damn happy kays.

went for the nanjing briefing today, from 7 to 9pm.
then went home play com (what im doing now) and that means, i havent even started doing my homework at all! argh, im so dead.

and i cant believe it, im going nanjing for 7 days, in 10 days time, starting from 5 to 12 march, with friends!! hahas, can get me?
im so looking foward sehh. i can see nanjing is waving at me now, hahas, lame me.

tomorrow, im going for band concert!!! and it also means no cca, obviously. ^^
at first, cher say is first-come-first-serve, then i come and reserve early, for band, but then cher went to draw lots then i got choir, im so sad la.
then i went asking almost everyone to exchange ticket with me.
and i succeeded!!! jiahui, my dear dear senior, thanks for the band ticket, i love you, muacks! xD.
conclusion: i got back my band ticket, like it's meant/fated to be mine in the first place. lols. =P

i actually wanted to go for both la, but i cant make it for 2 days. i felt so guilty towards choir. im so sorry, if i can make it, i will definitely go and support choir derh, i promise. =P.

i have no time now, so i will update a longer and more detail post asap. ^^

p.s i realised that band and choir hate each other a lot. hahas.

2008-02-19T16:35:00.000-08:00

sorry.
i cant update nowadays. cause my com is not working again.
hais.

2008-02-16T03:27:00.000-08:00

follow your heart, make your decision, and live up to it.

2008-02-16T03:02:00.000-08:00

wore full u yesterday.
everybody saying my skirt very long, hahas okays.
and tie 2 ponytails, my sister say i look very noob, lols. xD
but also got alot ppl say i look 'cute' in that, like i believe. =P

next friday needa wear full u AGAIN> sian.

and nicole, don't be too sad.
you are so brave, you have the courage to do so, and at least you have an answer, right?
not like me.
(anyway, im not being sarcastic. and i know you believe me)

i knew you are very sad. and nothing can change your mood now.
but i think, he also don't wish to see you being so hurt, and depressed.
perhaps in the beginning, he scared to hurt you, therefore he dont give you any reply.
now he does, so you shouldnt make him regret telling you that.
if you really love him, you should understand him.

after thinking so long, i felt that you shouldnt be awkward to face him or even avoid him.

ya, words is so much easier than actions.
if i were you, i wouldnt even have to courage to ask him, though i really really wanted to.
and do you know, i jealous that you have a reply, his reply.
thats better than nothing.

lastly, no matter what's your decision, make sure it's really what you want and dont regret.

2008-02-14T01:16:00.000-08:00

received 2 roses and some chocolates today.
thanks my two dear juniors who gave me the roses. xD
and thanks everyone. =)

but im so sad. and emo. hais. =(
cause i don't have the courage and the opportunity to do that.
you know?

valentine's day is just like any other normal days.
right?

2008-02-13T05:11:00.000-08:00

chunni chunni
emo emo
chunni emo
emo chunni.

hahas, just laming. xD

but it's the truth that i really don't look forward to tomorrow. hais. =(

im so emo and sad now. cause tomorrow is valentine's day.
and i don't have anybody to celebrate with.
no la, at least i got sisterly love. that's what they say.
so many girls love me mann, hahas, just kidding. ^^

bought lots of toblerone and some lollipops, for my my dear dear friends. =P.

2008-02-12T16:55:00.000-08:00

Daily Singles:
The course of your love life is in your hands, so don't sit around waiting for things to happen. If that second date isn't going anywhere, don't go on a third. If you want to chat with your crush, make the first move.
from: Yahoo Astrology.